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assalamualaikum!


halooo tdnya gue mau daily post gitu biasa tp gimana ya skrg udah masa2 ulangan banget:(
jd kemaren gue ulangan biologi jam pelajaran terakhir, tapi gue belajar tp ga maksimal dan akhirnya.... anjrit astaghfirullah masyaallah. gitu deh ah. susah sih ngga kayaknya, tapi ya waktunya aja kurang. ah asli </3 banget deh............

hari senin kan gw puasa nah abis itu ada quiz math ehh ternyata quiz gue bener semua sooo bakal dpt excellent yeay! alhamdulillah hari senin tuh bener2 'Beautiful Moonday' banget buat gue. kenapa moonday? karena emang bulannya makin terang aja makin akhir bulan gini maksudnya adalah bulannya jadi bulan purnama #oke. gue lemes parah...kayak dulu2 aja kalo puasa senin gitu gatau knp semenjak yg juli taun lalu itu (maksudnya adalah Juli 2012....) gue jadi lemes bgt kalo puasa senin...dan hari sekolah. sedih... :''''

clinxx

I've been running on the same path for years. I really want to escape but I can't. I ask for hints, but nobody give. Even the more i've tried, the more my eyes, my heart's vision start to blurry. Not because of the tears, but caused by problems, discomfort things, insecure feelings. My life battery is low, and i need an adapter to charge my battery, or maybe an elixir to recover everything in my life. I feel sick, I feel tired, i hate to think that maybe i've reached my limit.
Everybody needs someone, if they feel the same way like me. Either I. I don't want to start my research. I would waiting. Because, how can i start to research someone, if my heart has stucked to this boy. He's not my lover, he's not even my brother, and the most important he's not my boyfriend. But i love him. The deepest of my heart once had asked my brain to make him to be mine, but my brain said no. This once, my brain start to think logical.
Why my brain said no? Because it knew that he won't love my like the way i do. I'm not his type. I know i'm not the girl who likes shopping, who understands fashion, and update about it. I'm not the girl who always talks about boys, because you know i love you. I'm not the girl who tries really hard to get skinny and thin. I'm not the girl, who avoids to eat junk food. I'm not the girl who goes to mall, for shopping. I'm not the girl whose haircut is the newest model.
I'm just a girl who rather be herself, goes to mall just for the music stores, bookstores, the cinema, and the cafe. I can spend more than an hour in a bookstore. I don't care about what people say about my music sense which is you know kinda weird. Maybe i'm the only one who understand my laptop. I rather be the girl who brings her sketchbook wherever she goes. I don't know, i'm gonna continue this.

 SEE? NTAR GUE BUAT NOVEL GUE CANTUMIN ISI POST INI WAKAKAKA CERITANYA CEWENYA GALAU DITINGGAL (maybe ditinggal gebetan, gatau juga deh) GATAU DITINGGAL SIAPA BUT SHE LOVES MUSIC.  yux cao babay!

No One.. :-)

introducing my last.fm

NIGHT GUYS!! HOW ARE YOUUUU FELLAS!?!?!?!? NICELY NICE BUT NOT FOR TODAY.
gue jarang ada chemistry nih dgn kamis. gaktau kenapa. </3

BY THE WAY...
http://www.last.fm/user/elsyrz  (klik aja)

oiiii yg punya acc last.fm add gue yaaaaa!!! :DDD/
yg belom punya cepet buat trs add gueeee yayaya! 

BTW LAGI BESOK TGL 23 NIH HEHEHE YAALLAH ADA SOMETHING GOOD THAT SURPRISINGLY COMES GAKYA:(( SEMOGA ADA YAALLAH AMIN. AMIN.

AMIIIIINNNNN!

damdammm

selamat hari pahlawan 10/11/12! wih! tanggalnyaaaa.. wkwkw apaansi gaguna

heroes do something, zeroes do nothing. 

so.. what kind of you?

heroes/zeroes? 

hahahahahaha oke mending kita lanjut ke cerita deh~~~~~~~~~~~~

BTW no no skrg gue gamau cerita ganapsu udah. makan aja smp ganapsu jg</3 wkwkwkw
cuma mau nyemangatin sendiri,

THIS IS NOT THE END!!! YOUR LIFE ISNT OVER!! IT'LL KEEP GOING ON!!!!!!!! MANGAAAATTT!!

my my my twnetr make it true plissss :(((

hari ini tgl 22 oktober 2012 gue pertama kalinya jadian nangis di sekolah. eh sori td salah ketik. HE. gue nangis. iya, nangis. na-ngis. depan orang. gasih, pas istirahat kedua sbnrnya. pas yg lain pada baru keluar lgsg ke mesjid gitu gue nangis. yg liat gue nangis cm novi kania ajeng putrini khansa EEH itumah banyak. yaudah gtdeh. gue.. gue sedih bgt.. demi apapun.. hari tersedih, sumpah.
 uts. ga sesuai expectation jir. gue bener2 sakit hati ya sama mtk. anjrit apa2an gue bener2 udah ngerjain bener22222 ternyata yaallah apaan banget kan. katanya ms rima td pas ngajar di kelas sih scannernya yg salah. i hope so. amin. yaallah nyes bgt gasih giliran tmn gue yg gabelajar dapetnya diatas gue. tau deh yg jelas gue nangis... bukan itu juga sih faktornya tp.. ya yg jelas bukan soal hati, tp emang pelajaran.

males

samlekum

iye males emang hhhh..
males ganti template blog...gasempet...senin gue uts doain ya semoga lancar aminn semoga duduk sm kakakelas yg asik aminn
andaikan abis uts dikasih libur seminggu ini blog pasti udah gue ganti templatenya. i guess the rest..
ah
males deh ah
taudeh
cie
pagi2 udh curhat aje sya...wkwkwkwkw
iya abis bete bgt
sebel sesebel sebelnya sampe kata sara bareilles.....
he may not makes sense but HE SURE AS HELL MADE ME(!!!!!!!!!)
males gue
tadinya gabete sih tapi..
abis liat..
tau ah
mau nangis:'''''''''''(
gue diboongin mulu
kaya kentut
ANYWWWWAY hp gue ganti nih...sementara sih tp bete juga lo kalo pake bb tapi kagade simcardnye rasanye gimane-_- blm bisa bbman...bshh however i still have a feeling with xperia :*:*
paling males gue kalo yg namanya udh diboongin. males banget. demi Allah. coba lo jadi gue emang lo gimana kalo diboongin?? demen diboongin? ngga kan? bagus kita sama.
anyway (lagi) i choose this simple template for my blog ya karena... i've no more time to kuprek2 template blog kyk dulu di 255 AHDUHHH living in the sixtyone shs feels like something in the air that you can't deny deh....wkwkw itumah owlcity-_- tp sumpah, fuckin' something. gabisa dijelasin pokoknya.. sekali dapet pulang cepet ATAU free time.. no doubt that's what i called with surga :''D
pakcut pakcut tai pakcut

will this come true?

assalamualaikum!

haiii lg kangen bgtnihh sm orang EEEEE E  E E E waakkakaak lg kangen guee tbtb sm vino ah cacat lo sya masa kangen sama yang imaginary;p ngapain kangen yg imaginary sih kalo yg originally ada???? HAHAHAHAHAH.

andddddd hmm i've just imagined about... raining.... soalnya td mendadak agak mendung gituu abis solat zuhur trus tbtb gue kepikiran sama... vino. ini vino beneran yg vino yg imaginary ala gue ya jangan kira orang asli plis......

jadi kan gini gue itu punya(banyak) cerpen2 SETENGAH JADI yang udah fix banget dari mereka2 semua itu emang GABAKAL JADI2. wkwkwkwkwkwkw. nah tp the latest version ini (eadah wkwk) kali ini bener2222 panjang sepanjang2nya cerpen alias cerita pendek-____- kayak gimana tuh? wkwk panjang bgtdeh asik bgtdeh ah gue aja kalo gue lagi iseng ngetik2 trus ntar kalo udah buntu mikirnya gue suka baca ulang trus kalo udah baca ulang ntr gue mesem2 sendiri WAAKAKAKAK soalnya kenapa?kenapa? karena....tokoh cerpennya itu pake nama gue HAHAHAHAHAH trus gue buat sebuah kisah percintaan yang sangat amat remajatis(???) what the hell maksud lo apaan sya wkakakaka-__--- wkwk trus itutuh bener2...aduh so far anak ss yang suka baca ketikan gue itu sih pada cengar cengir juga gituu kayak gueee wakakkwakw. jadi langsung aja kali ya ke intinya..

vino itu.. apa?/siapa?/berapa?

vino itu bukan barang kok berapa sih?!!!-_-