2/23/14

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Assalamualaikum bloggie! Nightynight!
Anywayy tanggal 23 nih ihihihi
This post is gonna tell you a little bit about... how I feel these days. Lately I've been so easily sensitive by words or something than before. 
PMS? I think so.. but surely I never been like this before.
Over galau? Not sure about this one-_-
Upcoming daily tests? Gausah ditanya dah kalo ginian, inimah udah makanan pokok kali-___-
Well, lets start this pooost..


LOVE
Is that a candy? Is that a salt? Coffee? Otak-otak yang addictive? What does 'love' mean in our reality?
Let's check about others opinion by... BROWSING HAEHAHEHAE.
I think, if someone said "Love is like a candy, it's sweet, or maybe sour. It could be unique when you eat it for the first time. But it will be not unique anymore if you eat that everytime in your life time." ya like that dah statementnya sedenger2nya gue. Tapi love juga bisa kayak coffee, gaselamanya kopi itu pait gitu tapi pasti ada kopi yang manis ya ga? :)
Well, this post should be sounds so mellow...

I admired someone for a long long long time (cmiiw, from oct'12 until now, is that a long time?). But I think, is that just an admire feeling? Ahaha I think not only that, pasti more than that.. and, yep. My friends said so. I have a feeling with him but.. ahaha rasanya trapped on a stuck relationship which makes you couldnt have any opportunity to get a 'special relationship' or just call it with 'more-than-friend'.
I'm not the one who can be so easily fall in love to another guy. I swear. When I fall in love with someone, it tooks long time, very very long time to convince my heart (ahseek) about how I feel to him (which is someone). One day, my friend (uh, just friend?) played a song from his phone. Well its indonesia's song but surely the lyrics really touchy.
And I'm trying to analyze what's the meaning of the lyrics instead. Ah-se-liiii ini jadi bikin mellow aja!!!!

Intinya dari post ini adalah:
Don't you dare to leave the one who loves you just for the 
sake of person that you like. 



I wanna love you like the hurricane, like a mountain rain; so wild, so pure, so strong and crazy for you..

2/13/14

will be..

HALLOOOOOO!!!! minjem laptop temen nih buat on blog hihihihi btw yaudah lah yaaa gue mau ngepost video ajaa, dibuka yaaa bagus lhooo;D


7/25/13

SUPER SIXTEENTH HIHI

halllooooo assalamualaikuuummm!!!
seneng bgtnihhh hehehe 16taunan kemareeeen wede ceritanya panjang bener dahh. yang jelas, jadi gini. bener2 gue ceritain full dari awal pagi sampe akhir malem!! se ha ri an!!  
ehm sebelumnya, ceritanya dibagi jadi 16 parts okay! ;D

First.
jadi gue awalnya udah siap-siap berangkat jam 5kurangan soalnya adzan &abis sahur kan tuh jd jam segituan kan. trs yauds langsung caw sama nyokap&bokap ke jakarta; gue sekolah, nyokap bokap kerja. terus, gue dianter cuma sampe bkt. and oh well yaudah kan harus naik angkot lagi sampe ke 61 tuh ya yaudah akhirnya gue naik 02... eh 02 apa 54 gitu lupaa asal naik soalnya angkot yang lewat aja-_- wkwkw. terus yaudah nih eeeeehhhh pas sampe depan gang 61 kan macet tuh ya kayak biasa, eh yaudah gue turun belom sebelum yang di gangnya persis tuh, tapi turun di situdaah jalan rada lumayan dulu tapi gasampe beacukai juga-_-

7/4/13

Penjurusan, gaselamanya jadi Penentu

Assalamualaikum!
Haiii lama bgt gangepost apa2 ya gaaa huahahaha. Ng, gue udah bagi rapot nih cyinn. Dan udah ditentuin juganih gue naik kelas apa nggaknya dan dapetnya jurusannya apa. Ju-ru-san. Jurusan Alam atau Sosial. Atau mungkin Bahasa deng..wkwkw. Dannnn tau ga siiiihhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Gue mau cerita gue mau cerita gue mau ce ri ta ! ! !
Wkwkwk emang tujuannya gue ngepost ya gara2 mau cerita-_-
Sesuai judul, yap, penjurusan........dan serba-serbinya.
Jadi, gue bagi rapot tgl 28/06, hari jumat. Berangkat dari rumah tercinta di tanah tersayangku, bogor, kayak biasa jam stg 5 lewat ATAU jam 5 kurang. Wkwkwkwkw. Terus gue udh di sekolah sekitar jam stg8an, soalnya bokap gue kan ke kantornya dulu trs gue ngikut juga kan. Nah udah di sekolah, ya biasa laah. Kan kalo ortu bagi rapot kan ngantri gituye. Nah yaudin gue nunggu di luar ketawa ketiwi becande cande ama sohib2 ane kayak randa kazhka fia riman irsyad beh rame abiez. Ketawa sampe pusing gila wkwkw pernah ga looo ketawa sampe pusing kayak guee wkwkw. Yaudah nih ehh giliran bapak guee. Yaudah gue dipanggil masuk juga AHAHAHAHA kaget gila.
Yaudah nih udah kan gue di dalem. Ada pak helmi depan gue dan bokap gue di kiri gue. Gue udah dagdigdeggderrr bgt eh Trs pak helmi bilang......
"Sya, bapak kemaren udah tanya sama kurikulum soal jurusan kamu, ternyata, jurusan kamu gabisa diganti.."
WALLAHI ALLAHUAKBARRR GMN GA NGERI GILAA.
"Innalillahi demi apa pak..."
"Iya, udah fix yang dibiilang sama pak Ula..."
Wanjir.
Dikerjain gue.
"...fix ipa pak...?" kata gue....
"Iya, selamat bertemu bu Pri ya"
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AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Gilak senenk abiez. Gajuga sih, masalahnya...
Gue akhir2 inii mulai ngerasa, kayaknya gue lebih cocok di ips, bahkan gue mikir, kayaknya gue gacocok dimasukin ke sma, mending gue masuk smk...soalnya.. Kayaknya gue kurang banget di akademis makin hari gini gitu. Yaa kayaknya sih yaa.. Wkwkw. Gue butuh guru.... Gue butuh temen di Bogor... Gue butuh someone yang bisa diajak kelayapan di Bogor... Tapi jadi temen belajar juga... :(
*np: she wolf (intronya aja..)*
Gue gajadi pindah sekolah btw. Ude cinte sama nemsatu citanye. Hah. Yaa ada juga sih some factors yang ngebuat gue gapindah. Some people gitu deng. Yaudah gitu aja.
Ohiya, fikri perjanjiannya ditunggu ya, jan lupa:)
Wkwkwkwkwkw kalo lo ngebaca kalo kahahaga yaudah
Wassalamualaikum!

6/16/13

harus tertawa atau, tersedu?

halohalo assalamualaikum saya ngepost lg nihhh udh lama bgt gangepost uahahahahaha. bsk masih ukk nih gilssss dr kemaren jg gakelar2 penat bet penaaat. hm, as always, cuman mau cerita curhat aja hehehe. eh gajadi deng bingung mau curhatin apa. yaudah deh gitu aja DAAAAHHHH

oiya gue udah resmi bgt udah legal bgt pindah rumah....di bogor skrg. cuman gue pengen pengen pengen bgt tinggal di jakarta gitu di rumah siapa kek gitu yang bisa ditempatin buat ngekos gitukan yaa gue bayarnya pake beres2 rumah deh gapapa gitu:( yaudah gitu ajasi...

if you wanna appreciate someone who appreciate you, please, jangan karena ngerasa 'punya kewajiban' buat tanggung jawab, tapi, kalo bisa ya tulus. kalo terpaksa atau karena niat 'kasian', apalagi. jangan deh kayak gitu. kesannya orang yang apresiat elo tuh kayaknya butuh banget apresiat balik dari lo gitu DUH LOGIKA DEH pasti asing bgt kan kalo gitu!?!!?!?? wkwkwkwk yahh kita orang mah mana tau kalo datengnya tulus apa nggak ya yang tau mah cuman dirinya sendiri gitu yah sama Allah the almighty. :)



wassalam! 

5/13/13

Thirty.. or another?

Jakarta emang keras banget. gangerti lagi. i'm starting to make a new life in another city. masih deket Jakarta, tapi ga di Jakarta juga. hehehehe maksudnya di jabodetabek. Hmm, i'm gonna miss all those memories. Apalagi rumah disini udh sepanjang hidup gue banget dari jaman gue masih di fase proses sampe fase brojol, gue tetep di rumah ini. But now, mau gamau, suka gasuka, i should leave this house, move into the better one, and, whatever. Oh well... i really want to cry DARI KEMAREN GILAAA i watched united vs swansea yesterday n then i saw Sir Alex delivered his speech on the crowd. BEHHH udah merinding disko gilak gua kemaren :'')
Another random post... wkwkwk sorry but.. ngantuk bgt. I've gotta get some rest now. Kalo sampe engeh sedikit makan gadikontrol, bisa drop &udh pasti bakal parah...hiii. Goodnight everyone!

Oya, skrg gue....gue...
Anak paskibra61 loh... HAHAHHAHAAHAH.
Thirty, is us, is ours. :)

3/27/13

changed changes..

i just cut my fringe! lol 
rolling back to my elementary years..

*backsound: this love is killing me -dmasiv................*

assalamualaikum!
hi hari minggu kmrn i cut my fringe. LOL BANGET HAHAHA. malem2 loh potongnya. potong sendiri. +gaada gunting. blegedesh banget deh wkwk soalnya what i found is gunting kertas mainan not gunting yg biasanya dipake. oh well udh ngebet bgt ini pengen motong poni yaudah akhirnya JADILAH BEGITU HAHAHAHA tadinya just about semata gitu eh karena gue ngerasa garata yauds gue potong lagi sealis gt tuh eh potong lagi EH GILA jadi segitu mulai stop then i called my mom 'MAAAA beresin poni aku dong ini garata tolong ratain' then she cut my fringe sebagai finalisasinya hahahaha. so like that.. feelin' fresher... feelin' better with this one.. huakakaka tp pd bawel ktnya "sya knp diponi sya? wkwk kayak dora aja" -__-btw i have another story to be told ok not only telling you all about this one.


3/13/13

Quality time w/ xphose

xphose; which's my new habit


assalamualaikum!
skrg 61 lagi libur nih cyinn! grateful to Allah bgt parahhh biar liburnya selang seling tp gapapa alhamdulillah sekolah gue masih normal masih ada liburnya gituya:') wakakkakaak sayang 61{}
yesterday (tue, 12/3/13) i just had my quality time with xphose, which is my new habit (ok just call it with "extracurricular") in my senior high year. so happy.... salah deng. SOOOOO happy. wkwkw seriusannn and yap yap on this time n this post i wanna post some of the photos i took on my hunting time kmrn. tapi yaa sebelumnya kayak biasa yaa ngejurnal dulu akunyaa hehehe^^

Nay! gue mau berkisah dulu nih sebelum bener2 travelingnya dimulai. bener2 pas h-1, EH NO NO let we say KURANG DARI BEBERAPA JAM MENUJU 12/3 gue bener super duper bingung! bingungnya bukan bingung knp knp sih tp bingung... ng.... bingung.... bukan bingung deh ya ehehehe.....tp... ga........ lwlwlwlawkakakkaa. gue nggak ngerti lagi knp gue sering bgt ngerasain 'keterpurukan' bgt dalam hidup akhir2 ini. i know that i shouldnt thinking about my feelings my heart my... ah whatever thats all called deh ya. nah twitter kadang bisa jadi moodbooster kadang malah jadi petaka buat kita. yaudah tuh jd gue gabisa tidur dan... gue baru bs tdr jam stg1 malem. asdhjk