Short visit

hi there! its already august.

two days ago, i had a short visit to my senior high school, 61 shs. i went to pos satpam, mosque, canteen, and also the most lovable yet memorable room, sekre, haha. had a chit-chat with pak wawang and pak afit, two superheroes of mine (actually it was 3, pak wahyu, tapi sadly he already resigned from 61 heu). ohiya ada ando and dilla too so yeah because the independence day will come soon, we had fun with anak paskib too di lapangan hehe.

selfieee w dilla & ando

long story short, after had a short visit, i went to tebet with rafi (my 3 years high school mate lol), we went to lotte kuningan because the place we want to visit at tebet dalam had already closed. then we had a kinda deep talk about our organizations, college plans, love-life story, also a little flashback too. like nkcthi’s sayings, “waktu lagi capek sama kegiatan harian, sahabat lama sering bisa jadi salah satu ruang napas favorit”, ya ada benernya buat aku. so we had a game like quick answer, riddle, dan sampe ke game yang membawa kita jadi bahas-bahas "mantan-things"... hahaha.

i feel like im so fed up with everything, i feel i couldn’t put my trust on some people, i disrespect them bcs i feel annoyed with them, and so on. so yea, i was feeling better when i met my high school mates, was very very better. lately i feel annoyed by one or two people i’ve met and we both very know each other, what they did was really really made me disrespect them. i really wanna slap their face and cryin and yelling and yeaaa i want them to know, i wanna show them i was mad at them. but i think i can’t, i don’t need to do that at this time. i feel so lost, this is me but some part of me feel it weren’t myself. ribet yah? 

btw, lately (around a month, maybe) i intensively into nkcthi nih, yeah almost its highlights really open up my mind. bukan definisi mellow sih yang didapat dari threadnya nkcthi, tapi lebih ke sharing thoughts dan si adminnya berupa moderator yang mengarahkan khalayak untuk sharing thoughts based on their experience. sounds good? just go check @nkcthi on Instagram

anddd yeah bcs i was so gabut these days (which i could do it almost every night haha), so i started to fulfill my kepo-ness about some things that still "dianggap tabu" with indonesians mostly. so here is the thread, then what do you think?

i’m looking for a job, to increase my savings hehe😋 just let me know if you need a simple design services, like making posters for competition, kind of blueprint for your skripsi/tugas kecil, or maybe you need a small yet simple photoshoot. harga bersahabat, selagi sama-sama mahasiswa ya pasti saling mengerti lah ya, hehe.